Sunday, May 8, 2011

FOR MOM,MOTHERS, AND MOTHERHOOD

she presumed you were always right,
this was on which she strived.

u broke her, she recollected,
to give the impression that she resurrected.

it didn't matter you were right or wrong,
she was always there to assure you are strong.

make your own way, feel the pain she said,
disambiguous she always was to take all that sprain,
which came in your sojurn,
and she was the most concerned.

now at this stage of life crossing,
and the days still passing.
i turn back to see no one else in the trailed darkness,
where your hope was always there to show me the sharpness,
the passion,the skill,to speciate the wholeness and partness.

you were a beacon for me all through the sojurn,
to guide me to row through this ocean on my stern.


i know mom,you are still there waving me a good bye,
where i started to get in the endeavour and turn into a man from a boy,
wishing me all the luck,success and joy,
to get the glory,the pride and the foy.

i know i cant return anything back for what you did for me mom,
but i would always wish you be with me all along.



happy mother's day

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

MANDIR OR MASJID!

"Babri masjid" verdict is on cards and "communal harmony" is the buzzword that emanates in our surroundings.Newspapers, T.V. channels and all other sources of media are inundated by the slogans like....."INDIA IS A SECULAR COUNTRY"....."WE SHOULD MAINTAIN COMMUNAL HARMONY" and blah blah blah!!!But i guess we should try to find out answers of few simple question which goes....."WHATS GONNA CHANGE AFTER THE VERDICT"......"IS THE VERDICT GOING TO AFFECT OUR OWN LIFE".....

In theoretical sense nothing gonna change after the verdict and our life style would also remain the same...but in practical sense no Indian can deny the fact that the "babri masjid verdict" is in the back of his/her mind.why this paradox???And this is a million dollar question.

Even if you don't have a great idea about the Indian constitution then also you would remember the message of the preamble which goes as "WE, THE PEOPLE OF INDIA, having solemnly resolved to constitute India into a SOVEREIGN SOCIALIST SECULAR DEMOCRATIC REPUBLIC and to secure to all its citizens:

JUSTICE, social, economic and political;
LIBERTY of thought, expression, belief, faith and worship;
EQUALITY of status and of opportunity;
and to promote among them all
FRATERNITY assuring the dignity of the individual and the unity and integrity of the Nation;"

But then the question arises that in this SECULAR country how the babri masjid was demolished and till date no decision has come regarding the demolition??
AND THIS QUESTION IS ENOUGH TO SHOW HOW SECULAR INDIA IS????

So its better to leave this "secular rhetoric" for our politicians and try to find out the real solution to this grave problem.This time i am not going to point out at our politicians or policy makers.Its not their fault.Actually we have only elected them so its insane to criticize our own representatives.Still the question remains that who is responsible for this "NON SECULAR INDIA".......

And you may be surprised to note that the answer is the "educated Indians".....yeah really.....no doubt these days India has become a huge market and is boasting to become a super power in the near future....our G.D.P is going to touch a two digit mark and a great share of these credit goes to our "educated people".....but when it comes to communal harmony then there is hardly any difference between an educated citizen and a non-educated one....both behave in the same cynical manner.....

So after courts verdict how can we assume that there would be a communal harmony if its already absent there.....courts verdict is only an excuse, the fact is that we are going to fight anyway....

Today i read a piece of news on the front page of Times of India in which there was a story of a small village of karnataka where the Hindus donated for the renovation of an old Mosque.and this news gave me a spark that why cant we solve this babri masjid issue with mutual talk and it would be better that we Hindus should willingly build a mosque at the disputed land.Any way we are in majority in India with 80%of the population of Hindus so why cant we give a signal of real harmony to Muslims who are in minority and may be feeling unsecured in such sensitive scenario.In a family also its the responsibility of an elder brother to do a sacrifice(if you wish to call this a sacrifice).

thus this is the only way we can achieve the tag line of "SECULAR INDIA" and that word "COMMUNAL HARMONY" would prevail in true sense.otherwise posing for communal harmony is just a joke.....

hope this piece of writing might have ignited your mind......waiting for your comments/suggestions.....

Sunday, September 12, 2010

AN IDEA WORTH ZILCH

Ah! another subversive news of the eluded CWG (corruption wali games).This time the indian context of corruption reflects
through 12 doping test failed atheletes.It looks like the whole universe is conspiring against the games,"no way!d games shouldnt happen".So much bizzare melodrama already meld with the games and now we have these pill-popping athletes,who wanted to boost up adrenalin before the show.Apparently,the coach said "oh!we didn't know these drugs were banned",as if something like methyl-hexane-amine could just be a juice with the snacks!. Anyway.why to blame the coaches,lame excuses and covering our corrupted naked ass is the cornerstone of how the non chalant Indian Govt. and its staff of millions function.
I just dont get what the Govt. is doing these days.The news of naxals' attacks hover now a days and we being acclimatize,to it taking the news as just a normal cliche.They harass us every now and then,and this punk govt. emanating a lack of will power.Its like the whole system is handcuffed before them.I am not being portentous to talk about the naxals,in gung-ho.I am just poking towards how numb the Govt. is being by not taking a mere strong action against them.
If the Govt. tries it can punish people swiftly,our children will know that whats wrong wont be tolerated at all,despite the circumstances.Its just hogwash and frankly ,it wont take much to do a speedy trial & toss the accused in jail (talking abt d CWG).But no,our Govt. can barely do dat,it can only manage portfolios for the next tenure.And demeanour towards addition of credentials of being ranked 84th in corruption across countries,failiures of hosting CWG(dont even think abt d olympics
in comparison),internal militency.......the list goes on.
I am not aleast prerogated to challenge the Indian setup,to question on the constitution,but basically i feel now its time to knudge this setup a bit.One news flashed in "the Hindu",pervaded me to think in this sort of way.- "Hearing a petition filed by the People's union for civil liberties to the streaming of the PDS(public dist. system),A bench of justices gave directive to distribute to the destitute,grains,at no cost(very low cost).On that,our respected(!!!!) minister sharad powar said,"it isnt possible to implement court's suggestion,coz the Govt. is already providing subsidy.Hearing that, the honerable justices said,
"It wasnt a suggestion mr. powar,its our order,dont misunderstand it as a suggestion".And the court didnt make a lame decision(we know dat),it reffered to the 50,000 tonnes of wheat being deteriorated to zilch,also pointing towards several lakh tonnes of wheat not even been preserved
properly.
You would now be getting my point,I basically feel that one of the four pillars of indian setup,is now turmoiled,not enough strong to hold the Indian redtape .obv. I am talking about the legislature.The politicians!(the cliched corrupt) these berk hooligans,wearing a goodwill persona,at voting time,leverging the innocent destitute,so as to get their vote,having corrupt and mean political aims,ready to get into the system,so as to fill up their pockets,are the wolf in the herd.A stigma for todays setup,they simply strifle the executives' and press' will.They have made
the mockery of indian setup,deciphering that in India,we reward the corrupt and connected & punish the hardworking & diligent,with inflation & taxes and by stealing their money(one of the root cause of naxals' revolt against harassment,i m not going in detail here now).The executives having uncomparable mastery at running the setup & planning are stymied by being treated as mere servents to these berk politicians. These zilch politician make mockery of voting,it feels shame and detestable that we are being represented by them(I am not talking about the exceptions).
So,better to chastise this filthy pillar and empower the strong ones-Judiciary,executives and press.The new setup should be-Judiciary being the dominant one.If anyone is having trouble,the press would make ones presence felt,would empower one to call for justice,and this time the executives not draped by the legislature,they will be helping the judiciary to implement their orders.the funds this time not being given in hands of the politicians(All know how much % of it is they used for the development!).this time the guarenteer
should be the judiciary,and executives should be incharge.So,What the legislature should do? Just try to follow the orders of the respected justices,and pass bills,laws and ammendments(only thing on which they have upper hand).Empowering the press is the best option,to make our voice heard(not to worry abt the misuse,the court is there).But in retrospect i think,the idea would just be a zilch,a travesty of unfulfilled dreams,coz here, i am talking about the Indian context!

Sunday, August 29, 2010

HOW GOTHIC WE ARE?

"Goth",so much hyped a word that now a cliche for d genX.but often misinterpreted as being connected with Satanistic views,following
the devil,and being the perpetrators of intolerence,revenge and vendalism.Media rolls gothic as being bigoted,violent and sado-masochists.
but i think in 1 way or the other,we are gothic followers
Actually,Goths are non-violent,pacifistic,passive and tolerent.
Chronically,gothic culture evolved from the visigoth tribes,that once overthrew the roman kingdom,being barberian and extrimists in approach
but fighting for the just.Oky much from the history class.Basically,what i found striking are d similarities of the gothic advent in each and
every one of us,plz dont think its heuristics
what we ,the Genx want,we try for it,fail,but try untill we get what we think is bound for us,what our conscience
allows to be right.Fail and fall do pains,but we enjoy this pain.We take life as being a short sojourn,where you need to be
selfish and ruthless,whether ya like it or not.In this boulevard,through which we travel to complete this journey,we do commit
sins,and if we think it to be just,we goths are proud of that.we are proud to degrade our body and our relations(i aint talking about piercing),
for sucess.We believe there is not a single reason to waste time thinking for those who dont matter at all.We know the pain of berefting,
feel for it,we feel d hate for war,racism and these nasty but gothic topics,we expirience hate,we practice love.We know death is
bound in life,but we believe death and pain being a quest for immortality,we try to find the beauty of life and death,of pain and happiness,
of love and hate.
being a democratic in political views,we cant tolerate our suppression of any genre. we believe and inculcate those ideals and
values which are cultivated on our heuristics.We love to question.We want our answer,the just one.We just dont testify facts,we trust our conscience
and try to test it on expirience.And if our conscience allows,we do it,not bothering a least about it being a sin,we relate it being a prideful
situation,and there is not a single reason to repent.
We connect,we enjoy our networking,we like to be social,and follow equality in approach and advent.
We want to try and challenge everything,which pushes us onto it.We believe each one has equal right to do what the symbiosis of one's metaself and conscience
allows.
According to gothic literature,BIBLE is interpreted as condemning to hell all Buddhists,hindus,and other religion,which they feel idiosyncratic to
christianity.The Bible says,"god detests the retarded,and other aborted fetuses,retarded are repulsive to God".It says they are an abomination and not more than
slobering stammering animals.Basically pointing to each one of us,whether retarded in approach or values,both as well defined in the Holy book,
(which we dont bother to follow).I know your synaptic structures,would be turned up at talking on the Holy Bible,But its true,upto my knowledge,and research(a bit).
I only point on this idea that we,the followers of equality to all,soverign in approach and confident of our conscience,
being open to lateral and parallel thinking and questioning.Lovers of questioning each and everything that points to us really do testify us being "Goth".
(Besides,i include the fan of korn ,greenday and lovers of the dark clotes,LOL)

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

NEW ACHIEVEMENT OF READING CLUB!

so dear here we are...we completed our first GD and that too with great pomp and show.we had extensive GD session on satuday and sunday of the last week and to add spice to it we had esteemed MANISH SIR from IMS PATNA on sunday.it was a nice experience for one and all.its first time ever in the history of our college that a successful GD was conducted.this GD was open to all the members of the reading club.we hope in future also participants show this kind of enthusiasm and energy.waiting for your valuable suggestions!
Regards,
Reading club.

ITS ALL ABOUT MONEY!

It has been a long time since i have written something.Actually i have been thinking of writing something for the past few days but because of paucity of time i wasnt able to do so.But now i am back with a topic which is disturbing me for the last few days.

Its related to politics again....as we listen these days that there has been a huge hue and cry for three fold salary hike of the members of parliament and in this regard the government has granted a two fold increase also but still those bastards are not satisfied...."LUDICROUS"...its the only word that can be uttered in the current day scenario....

Our nation is facing the problem of inflation.its now in two digits.but still one says
"This salary is an insult to parliament.
The bill should be torn to pieces"

ridiculous...don't you people think that there are many other bigger insults that our parliament should bother about...today we are on the verse of organizing an event where the prestige of each and every Indian is at stake...yup i am talking about CWG.but on that issue these "political thinkers" are playing blame game on each other.Other burning issues like pathetic condition of people in J&K go completely unnoticed but these idiots are shouting about their salary hike.

Here are some alarming but realistic data which i would like to share over here....
1)now after the hike the salary of each MP is 68 times more than what the average Indian earns today.
2)our MP take more money than their counterparts in developed countries like Japan,Singapore and Italy.
3)if u include all allowances,perks etc the gross salary crosses Rs 37 lakhs a year which is more than reasonable.

Then also they are not contented.Lok sabha has become a club of millionaire these days but still they are clamoring for more.They are supposed to be the servant of people but today they have become a parasite who thrive on the blood of millions of poor.

Its a matter of shame for all Indian.these greedy politicians have become the order of the day.They should not forget that voters are watching them very carefully.
BEWARE!!@@!!

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

My Responsibility

As we celebrate our 64th independence day today, once again we will go through our rhetoric talk of national pride and progress. Elders will criticize the young for lack of values & corrupt mentality , for lack of respect towards the country and its hard-fought independence; youth will condemn the drama of celebrating the I-day for it doesn’t mean anything to 500 millions poor of India . We will play this game for a while and put aside till next I-day or R-day Pops up.
One of the eternal qualities of being an Indian is to deflect our responsibilities on others. Not only we don’t do anything, we rebuke those who do. We Disparage their achievements. And if this doesn’t work, then We adulate them. Yes, you read it right- we praise them excessively.
Surprised??? Strange are the ways of mind and more strange are its Logic. It can go to any extend to protect its dignity and bootlicking is certainly no exception.
Have you ever wondered why we worship a RAMA, aKRISHNA, a JESUS or a BUDDHA? Why we attribute them with divine qualities? Think for a moment, how insulting will it be for our minds to acknowledge that they were Humans. Isn’t it a matter of great shame? Today in an age where we kill our siblings for a piece of land, How can we follow a guy who left his entire kingdom for his younger brother? No, we can not follow him.
Intelligent as we always have been, we upgrade him to 1st A.C. - the untouchable to the masses who travel in sleepers. We elevate him to the status of God. Now it becomes easier for our WOUNDED EGOS to accept his greatness. "How could he leave his entire kingdom to his brother?", he could because he was the avatar of Vishnu .But we are not.
Thus we defended our selfishness and our greed. We have created a system, a full-proof system against the preaching and practices of these great men. As soon as a child is born, we teach him to worship. No, we do not teach him to respect great souls. Infect we, with our pompous vocabulary, magnify their divine nature to Leave no doubt in the minds of a small child that he cant accomplish this for he is no "Son of God". And when our parents see us worshiping, they become happy for having Safe-guarded the honour of humanity for one more generation, they feel proud for escaping our responsibilities of loving our neighbours and live in peace, for one more time.
Look at the irony, today we are fighting for a piece of land to erect a temple of a person who had no interest in owning up any land himself.
And here we are, celebrating our independence day, playing a blame game as usual to downplay those who fought for our freedom. Some blame Gandhi for pakistan problem, some others call Azad a maoist. Rest of us blame the current crop of politicians, poverty, illiteracy and blah, blah, blah for the problems. We just keep shifting the blame. IF Asked, why don’t you do something for this nation like bhagat singh did, our WOUNDED EGOshots back immediately -"Well, he could because he was Bhagat singh, but i am not".
written by dhakare sir!